We left before they told us to evacuate. I saw the smoke over the hills, knew the ferocity of the Santa Ana winds, and figured it wouldn’t be long before the fire would reach us. I packed a small suitcase. A change of clothes for my husband and me and two for each child. Bathing suits, in case we decided to go to the beach. The essential toiletries. A flat iron. The dog’s harness and leash. I packed without much thought, as if detached from the experience. We loaded that small suitcase into the car and told the girls we were going to have dinner in Santa Monica. It was a treat, a special outing. Then, we thought, if things were OK, we would drive back home. And if not, we’d drive south and stay in a hotel on the beach. A little vacation, we told the kids. Don’t worry about school.