A fifth-grade bully, a blossoming romance, a late-night crash
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How impertinent: the mind
Who can sleep with such
I close my eyes and
there — !
There they blend and divorce:
the images, there,
in my backbone.
They glimmer and rush — a cave
an ocean in a bottle.
There are times, however,
if I lie very still (soul knees drawn to chin)
momentarily eclipsing these asteroidal,
that I can smell the dark black richness
around me. The cool,
above me pass shadows, fat and round as cradles,
full of habits and smoky faces;
Heavy shadows hang down into this current;
Serious, wood-riven: barrels of sin.
The currents are quietly determined; gentle, like humored cats
Cold and warm pass like
into one another’s cheeks
I am in the middle — they wrap me in ribbons.
The world is spun around me,
a subterranean silk to emerge from.
This, then is the goat seed — born inclined to butt forward
to lower the head
(Something twinkles softly: fireflies in a jar?
This country darkness winks cheerfully, smiling me on.)
All the while I am growing, stretching, doing the dance of trees.
The sleep shore crests and shines; it is a silver lip bitten
by the dark,
a bold, bright girdle,
a hedgerow of weaned, mouthy leaves.
And I feel like a budding twig:
There is a red jewel in my every eye;
A flower in every vertebrae.
I am an old wall whispering stories.
Dee Dee Small