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Romantic Love
Separate From Love
Women hold gloved hands over your face, protect you from what really happens in the world, then laugh at your awkwardness.
August 1990Sexual Responsibility
Calling a live sex line, making her first time be fireworks, loving yourself
July 1990May 1990
From My Notebook
The day with its big arms around me, whispering in my ear.
May 1990On Seeing A Sex Surrogate
Pounding the keys with my mouth stick, I wrote in my journal as quickly as I could about my experience, then switched off the computer and tried to nap. But I couldn’t. I was too happy. For the first time, I felt glad to be a man.
May 1990The White Guitar
In fourth grade, after the bra-and-girdle notebook affair, we all fell in love with Julia Harris. By “we” I mean the foreign boys in Madame Bouvet’s class, and also Pascal Fourtané, the only French boy we foreigners hung out with.
May 1990Mercedes
What Henry wants to be is an actor, but in the meantime he teaches a course called “Great Plagues.” What I want to do is play for the Lakers, engineering the break while Kareem signals for the lob.
April 1990Sunday
Then she is walking across the lawn toward you in her silky blue dress. An old woman now, but more handsome than ever with her pure white hair up in a bun, her smile, the little blue vein in her forehead.
March 1990Personal, political, provocative writing delivered to your doorstep every month—without a single ad.
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