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Death Of A Milk Cow
Zelda was my present to Ken for his thirty-third birthday. She came cheap, having been culled from a small commercial dairy herd because she was stunted, in part from having calved too young. She was a luxurious, soft brown Jersey with large, moist eyes. Jerseys are known for their pacific dispositions (the females, anyway) and the richness of their milk, which has a higher fat content than that of any other breed. Zelda’s milk was so rich that, when we poured it fresh from the pail into old tuna-fish cans for the cats, it was yellow.
July 2000Little Zooey
Little Zooey died today. Pam and I were in the backyard playing with the dogs when we heard a knock at the front door. Pam went around the side of the house to see who it was and came back a few minutes later with Zooey cradled in her arms. There was no blood, but the cat’s head hung slack, her tongue sticking out of her mouth. It was plain that she was dead. Pam was crying freely, and I felt a quick surge of grief myself.
May 2000The Morning After
A beautiful, naked woman on a white horse; a marriage proposal; a Dustbuster
January 2000Sunbeams
August 1999I tend to be suspicious of people whose love of animals is exaggerated; they are often frustrated in their relationships with humans.
Cats And Dogs
Pills blessed by the Dalai Lama, Charlotte’s secret, bodies at the bottom of the freezer
August 1999The Man Who Hated Dogs
After all these years, my father’s rich, deep voice still filled me with a mixture of fear and awe, even over the telephone, “I don’t know why you people want a dog,” he said. By “you people,” he meant not just me and my husband, but everyone everywhere who has ever had the slightest inclination to get a dog.
August 1999A Dog Named Hopi
I tried to tell myself that he only wanted to rape me. I thought of all the women down through the ages who had been raped and silently asked for their help. I asked their spirits to hover over us and lighten the dark corners of this man’s mind.
August 1999Sunbeams
November 1988Our lives are like islands in the sea, or like trees in the forest, which co-mingle their roots in the darkness underground.
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