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Adolescence
Time Past, Time Remaining
Lessons came fast, and sometimes violently. Once, an older boy urged me to yell, “You dirty Jew!” — words that I didn’t understand. I shouted the phrase up and down the alley until a tearful woman came running down three flights of stairs to slap my face, hard. My cheek can still recall the sting. That woman did me the ultimate favor.
May 1999When My Best Friend’s Boyfriend Died, By Taffy Smyth
When Chris died it was a shock. No one had ever really died before, although everyone in his group of friends had almost died at least a couple of times.
May 1999Stepguy
When the old man came up to the bathroom to shave, I crept down to the kitchen for some breakfast. I listened hard for him as I poured those Shreddies, spilling the sugar and quickly tidying up to hide the evidence.
March 1999Stage Fright
A spelling bee, a lesson about survival, a couples-only swingers’ club
March 1999Saved
One night when I was sixteen, my father got out of bed, went into the living room, and fell to the floor. He was a big man, and from my own bed I heard the noise and felt the house shake and heard my mother call out, “Roy! Roy! My word!”
November 1998Floating On The Darkness
He had tried to take my mother away from me, to leave me all alone. How different everything would have been without her. Suddenly it seemed as if she had always been with me, even when I was by myself, like that long cord that keeps astronauts from floating off into oblivion when they leave the spaceship.
September 1998The Road Out Of Acorn Lake
You can’t find Mr. Right. You won’t meet a guy with enough criminal swagger in him to make your skin dance, and enough farmer in him to let you sleep through the night. You have to pick one and learn to ignore your ache for the other.
March 1998Personal, political, provocative writing delivered to your doorstep every month—without a single ad.
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